Financial, Pt 1

Last year, around this time, my student loans were at 34K total. I just paid off one of the loans and as of today the total is just shy of 28K. So about 6K paid off in a year. Not too bad.

Quite a bit to go, but it’s getting there.


Dating in your mid twenties can be so taxing. Trying to meet new people & making small talk can be such a chore. It’s also very hit or miss. I kind of want a boyfriend but I might have to settle for a puppy instead.


“If you’re in a relationship you expect will last for the rest of your life, is it important to you that it be the most satisfying sexual relationship you have ever had?”

You know, this is a GREAT question.



My innermost thoughts are all muffled and clash within. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and I find myself still very much in love with him, everything about him.

I think at some point we should probably break ties, but it is unclear when that will even happen as he holds a very special place in my heart.


Our minds are lost upon the shores of dusk as we plunge into another sea of regret. But it seems the universe has placed a magnetic field around us. It tugs at our exterior yet we float together spiritless. Connected by an electric current no longer through our veins and embrace, but by machine apparatus.

I long for another that is just like me, Although I’m in love with the idea of being alone.