As of the moment you’re troubled and tearing yourself apart over someone who couldn’t care less about you.
You’re hurting now, but come summer, come next winter, you’ll think of how silly it was to let someone careless consume your mind and heart. You’ve honestly done all you could do and you’ve learned that, no matter how hard you’ve tried and regardless of the devotion that was put in, some things just can’t be fixed. Some situations are dire and it’s those moments in which you’ve learned to let go.
I hope you read this in due time and realize that you truly tried. It’s okay to hurt, it’s okay to fail. Love and loss is all part of growing up and living. You’ll read back on this and laugh at how silly you were. You will have healed and moved onto bigger and better things.
Love yourself in the process and surround yourself with positive energy.
– From future self.