It feels so nice to take a break from work and life.
K, my sister, and I partook in a tiny staycation in which we rented a hotel downtown and enjoyed this year’s Pride festivities where we spent two days letting our mind and bodies go wild. Well, kind of. K & I spent our second day being lazy and lounging around while my sister partied it up.
It was something we all very much needed and I appreciate everything and all the little things in between that we did together. I loved how cold it was, yet we were all happily sharing fries together. How K and I walked and held hands while making funny noises about Bibimbap. So dorky! And our bed picnic.
K seemed more calm and I loved that he was overall so thoughtful and exceptional. He really went above and beyond in ensuring my sister and I were comfortable which is quite admirable because she means the world to me.
It was a lovely weekend and it leaves me with more questions as to what I’m doing and what I want. He is honestly great, has most of the qualities I’m looking for in a partner, and has disclosed that he knows what he wants now. Though the feeling of always leaving has mostly subsided, I’m still kind of burned out by the past and unsure what I want at the moment (some of this could be attributed to my medication, which is also why I’m afraid of the doc’s recommendation in going up to 40mg).
As a co-worker put it, I’m probably bored and searching for something new, though the notion of exploring bodies isn’t something I’m particularly fond of. I’m more interested in exploring each other intellectually, having more deep conversations, and little adventures. At the moment we’re going to keep doing what we’re doing as we have another mini staycation planned for July. Looking forward to it
Till next time blog.